Hello my name is Jason and I have been going through life for the past 20 years living off the just one more motto. I started using at the age of 16 for alcohol and tabaco and 24 for crack cocaine. I lost families that God gifted me with along with beautiful healthy children. I recently lost a relationship with a beautiful older artist. I believe she was and still is my soulmate. Drugs and alcohol have stripped me of my happiness along with everyone else’s happiness around me. I’ve missed funerals of family members and friends. It hurts very badly at times and I use that pain as fuel to keep fuckin up. I recently have ended up in Saint Louis,MO. I am searching for a job and struggling with sobriety. I keep missing my beautiful soulmate. The other day I signed back up to go to treatment back in Michigan. That way if I don’t find a job down here a cannot stay sober I have a plan. My heart really is with sobriety and helping others not make the tremendous mistakes I have made. I’m changing my motto to one day at a time…
